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Graduation, Turning 18, and Hitting a Wall

Tue Jun 5, 2007, 6:48 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: me IPod
  • Reading: Dramacon (manga)
  • Watching: I, Robot
  • Playing: on DA (duh)
  • Eating: nothin'
  • Drinking: Diet Mt. Dew
~Graduating Class of 2007~

Well, I'm officially an alumini of EHS now! Graduation was on May 19th, 2007. I'm kinda sad though....I know I'll never see half of my Senior class again. But on a brighter side, I get to make all my dreams come true!!! :D

I'm also turning 18 on June 30. I'll finally be legal!!!! But that also means I get in bigger trouble with the law if I do something bad....lol! ^^; And they'll be working me more at Food City too, which means more stress and more crap to put up with. I'll get more money though!!! But that also means more money I'll be spending. I'm horrible at saving money. I save a lot up, but I eventually spend it all. *Sigh* I'll learn some day. :)

I'm currently reading Dramacon, the manga by Svetlana...ugh....somebody. Lol, I don't mean to be rude, I just don't wanna get up and see what her last name is. I iz lazy tonight. (I believe it starts with a C.....:?)

Ok, a big prob right now is deciding what directions I'm gonna take to make my dreams come true. There's so many things I want to do, but I dunno which ones to make a career out of. Of course, whatever I do choose as a career, I'll still have the others as extra activities I could have, but choosing one is just sooo hard! I've got: drawing, writing, horseback riding, and many others, of which involves being interested in Robotics. But all colleges require at least @$#%#^ years of Physics, Calculus, and maybe Chemistry and Trigonometry too for a Robotics degree, and I don't wanna be in college that friggin' long! At most I want to go four years because I plan to get out, get married and start a family. The parental units want me to get at least a 2 yr. degree in college b4 I gets married (to ~LookingGlassEyes83, my baby!!! :D :heart: :D)

I'm going to a community college of course, but I'm also having a hard time deciding if I want to go to this accredited horse college called Meredith Manor. It's in West Virginia, USA. I wouldn't start until maybe Spring of 2008 because the fee is really high (well, to me anyway.....$6,000 a semester). That'll be a hard amount to save up in that short amount of time because I only make about $1000+ working at Food City. And I'll probably have to earn it up by myself because I know no one else will.

Gah!!!!!!!!! I was also thinking about getting an internship w/Disney in Orlando, FL. How iz I gonna do that if I only go 2 yrs.?!?!?!?!? I'm not sure, but they may only give it to Juniors or Seniors in college. So, what, do I go straight from Freshman to Senior?!?!?!?!?
$&%^$&*#&%&#*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol, I don't really cuss, this is just how I feel right now......ugh, and the comp is burning my eyes up....I'd better go to bed soon.......pain in me eyes!!!!! *screams & bangs head on keyboard*

I'd like to write more, but I iz tired. I'll put some more stuff here later.

:heart: Sleepy and Career-ly Blocked, Chii

P.S. I'd appreciate it if all me friends on DA would keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I really need it. Thanks and God Bless you all! :hug:

P.P.S. I'M STARTING A WEBSITE AT [link] IT WILL BE UP IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS, OR LATER. THE TITLE IS "BETTA RANCH." LOL!!! :D

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:iconlookingglasseyes83:
We've both got a lot to figure out about the future don't we baby? Just know that no matter what, I'm gonna be right here with you through it all. I think you can be whatever you want to be baby because I know you'd never quit on something that's your dream :D I just want you to be happy with what you end up doing no matter what. I love you sooooooooo very much babydoll!!! MMMMMWWWWAAAAHHHH!!!!
:iconmusic-is-life142:
When I saw the title to this journal in my message center, the "hitting the wall" part freaked me out. I thought you literally ran into a wall with your car. But it was like 3 AM and I had so much Mountain Dew in my system.....you remember how spastic and crazy I am when I drink too much soda, and then you enjoy when I finally crash on the band bus. I'm bad for considering the worst case scenario too I guess.

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"To stop the flow of music would be like the stopping of time itself, incredible and inconceivable." -Aaron Copland
"Art is dangerous. It is one of the attractions: when it ceases to be dangerous you don't want it." -Duke Ellingto
:iconmusic-is-life142:
...and I'm officially a senior...I didn't fail my junior year like I was so afraid I was going to do. I feel a weird sense power now. Did you feel powerful when you were a senior?

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"To stop the flow of music would be like the stopping of time itself, incredible and inconceivable." -Aaron Copland
"Art is dangerous. It is one of the attractions: when it ceases to be dangerous you don't want it." -Duke Ellingto
:iconkikyo-suto:
I'm glad you think so baby! I love you too! :blowkiss:

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:butterflytwo: ~I'm a precision instrument with speed and aerodynamics~ :butterflytwo:

*Some say they want to go back in time and fix their mistakes.
I don't, 'cause I'd just end up making the same mistakes again. >__<
:iconkikyo-suto:
lol, i understand though. i should have worded it better ^^;

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:butterflytwo: ~I'm a precision instrument with speed and aerodynamics~ :butterflytwo:

*Some say they want to go back in time and fix their mistakes.
I don't, 'cause I'd just end up making the same mistakes again. >__<
:iconkikyo-suto:
well, i didn't get the Senior Fever like everyone else did. i was sad. but i'm excited now. it's weird-- it's like the little freshmen knew we were seniors and gave us some space when we walked down the hall. is it like instict or something? lol! :D

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:butterflytwo: ~I'm a precision instrument with speed and aerodynamics~ :butterflytwo:

*Some say they want to go back in time and fix their mistakes.
I don't, 'cause I'd just end up making the same mistakes again. >__<

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